My dad just told me that i have a high risk of having liver problems and tuberculosis due to staying up late. but i’m doing that for two years already, and i’m not sure how to stop. i guess i really do have a death wish.
i don’t even know if i’m an insomniac or it’s just simply because of my brain who doesn’t know how to shut. blame those stupid thoughts who’s keeping me awake. i’m just quite thankful that i haven’t really gone overboard and still has the ability to refrain from doing things that my emotions are pushing me to do, but at the same time can fucking kill me right then and there.
i just wish that i can help myself stop. not only for the sake of my health, but because of my family.